February 2010
this week is not going to be fun.
it’s the week before student directs. i will not elaborate much further than- we have a lot of work to do.
i have a thespian meeting tuesday.
i have rehearsal all week except thursday, when i have a readthrough of my play that i’m writing for ib theatre.
meaning i have to have an acceptable first draft by thursday. i’m supposed to have it finished by tomorrow, but it...
January 2010
“How can you tell me that I drink too much?What’s the fun in never fucking up?”
– (via fascicinate)
I. LOVE. THAT. SONG.
so, i actually worked out this morning.
i went to 24 hour fitness with my parents and i was on a treadmill for 45 minutes.
this may not seem that impressive, but i basically never exercise with the exception of lifting heavy things and people in theatre and taking the occasional yoga class.
i’m hoping i can make it a habit.
i think i’m done with working on my play for tonight.
i’m finding that certain parts are easy to write, and others are not at all.
i’m hoping it will be long enough and i won’t have to find ways to add pages without them just being fillers. because that would not make for a good play.
i hope i’ll be able to finish everything tomorrow, but if not, i technically have...
i'm trying for emotion and eloquence,
this should turn out to be interesting.
now i'm just being sensitive.
i’m paraphrasing, but..
“i mean, that seems kind of one dimensional, you know? like the plays the girls wrote last year were trying to be kind of what IB wanted but they turned out not very well thought out. i just don’t want them to think you took the easy way out, you know, doing just a play about depression, set in modern day. it seems kind of teenagery, but i don’t...
thoughts.
+Twitter is all a-buzz, or all a-twitter with jokes about the iPad being not as good as the iTampon. I can’t decide if this is still funny after the first time I heard it or not. I’m thinking not.
+I don’t like touch screens as much as actual buttons. Hence why I’m getting a blackberry soon instead of an iphone. Hopefully in ten years there will still be buttons on things,...
“She would never leave her mark on Mammy’s heart the way her brothers had,...”
– A Thousand Splendid Suns
I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health. I said “There is nothing I can do for you you can’t do for yourself.” He said “Oh yes you can, just hold my hand. I think that would help.” So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt. He said, “I think I’m cured. No, in fact, I’m sure. Thank you stranger, for your therapeutic...
this world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful?
we’re not really here, and we’re really not there.
we’re really not there.
i've been thinking for a while now
about getting a tattoo when i turn eighteen. i’d want it to be something..discreet and important. anyway, i think i have an idea of what i want. it’s a combination of a few ideas i had. it’d be hard to explain on here, but it’s tiny and would be in white ink and defnitely would mean a lot to me. and now i’m kind of excited. i just have to be positive it’s what i...
i really hate crying in front of people.
it was more out of frustration than anything though.
aghhh. the end.
maybe one day i'll be able to explain it.
so i saw this facebook group that was like “lost phone, need contacts” (and of course there are like seven million of those groups), but i was thinking i should join a random one just to be like, “man you must be really blind if you can’t find your phone without your contacts. why do you think facebook can help?”
.
.
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…well i think i’m funny…
...
this is a story
from the digital booklet of the new motion city album. it has awesome illustrations, but i shan’t upload each individual picture, so i’ll just type the story here, because for some reason, it makes me very happy. :)
Good luck to you my little one
The world is fierce
But lots of fun
Try not to lose yourself too deep
In worries, fears and lack of sleep
Most likely you’ll be...
your lips give you away
another mahon oh mahon day.
i didn’t intend for that to rhyme, but it did.
i’m exhausted and don’t want to do homework.
what else is new?
i kind of need someone to talk to right now,
but if i had someone i probably would wind up not talking to them.
feelin' the soft anticipation of a confrontation i...
another night i've got a lot on my mind.
stephenjames:
Playing Jacks Mannequins “Everything In Transit” on route to Ohio. This album should be listened to on a sunny day. Polar opposite right now
This is why Stephen Gomez is awesome. Although, it’s not a weather-specific album. It can and should be listened to all day, everyday. :)
“The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight. The salt burned you right out of my...”
– Ryan Ross
Birdsong.
He doesn’t know the world at all Who stays in his nest and doesn’t go out. He doesn’t know what birds know best Nor what I want to sing about, That the world is full of loveliness. When dewdrops sparkle in the grass And earth’s aflood with morning light, A blackbird sings upon a bush To greet the dawning after night. Then I know how fine it is to live. Hey, try to open up...
Well, since I
1) have no life
2) like answering questions
and
3) can at times be slightly narcissistic,
I have created a formspring. :)
So..if anyone has any questions for me at all, you may go here and ask them:
http://formspring.me/lynny
:)
i've got a lot on my mind tonight.
Sometimes my phone really bugs me.
20 days until I’m eligible for an upgrade and can get a Blackberry for like $80 instead of four hundred. Aghh I can’t wait.
Andrew James VanWyngarden
is one half of MGMT.
I’m adding him to my list of cool people called Andy, even though I’m not sure if anyone calls him that.
I want a lover I don't have to love.
I want a boy who’s so drunk he doesn’t talk. Where’s the kid with the chemicals? I’ve got a hunger and I can’t seem to get full. I need some meaning I can memorize. The kind I have always seems to slip my mind. But you, but you… You write such pretty words, But life’s no storybook. Love’s an excuse to get hurt. And to hurt. Do you like to hurt? I do,...
sometimes, almost out of nowhere,
i just think to myself,
you know, i have some really great friends.